Saturday, July 12, 2008

.masa depan. future.

hehh.. eeiii.. mmg allergy sunggoh la klo cakap bab mase depan ni. p arini nak cakap jugak. sebab? ermm.. tader sebab. tetibe je terpikir caner kehidupan 10 taon akan dtg? naahh.. 5 taon akan dtg pon dah cukop. same ade berjaye jadi student medic final year yg mcm dah komfem akan graduate jd dokter? ataupon flunk? atau kne kick awal2 lagi?

last week kot. mama call isep. yg tukang jwp tu ckp placement ke czech dah komfem. tinggal nak settle ngan mara je lagi. syukur. alhamdulillah. selame ni rase cam insecure je sbb just check name thru the net je. well... unreliable. yelaa.. sah2 terpampang 71138's admitted, welcome to czech rep. yeke? rasenye jwp entrance test tu ntah hape2. sume maen bedal je. sungguhlaa. kuasa Allah. mmg rezeki kot. wani, ell yg terer tu pon xdpt. mmg tak caye langsong2. 9 je yg pass out of 50. mase bihah call bgtaw dpt mmg speechless. tergamam. terkejut sgt2. mmg tataw nak ckp ape. dhlaa time tu tgh packing nak balek. mase call mama ngan abah pon, dorang pon tataw nak ckp ape. sume tak caye. paling ingat mase turun dinner ngan bihah, bel, farah. ingat lagi muke bihah. awal2 mmg tak hrp sgt. p bile kwn dah dpt. baru rase cam kehilangan. hmm.. hilang peluang. tu ckp bihah. mase tu mmg tak boleh nak piker. senyom je. org ckp...praise pon.. senyom je. sebab mmg tataw nak ckp ape. lps tu bile piker balek. betol ckp bihah. if i were in her shoes.. mmg rase mcm tu jugak. tu yg nampak. deep down.. tataw jugak. nak kesian pon.. i dont think she need one. nak pegi europe. walaopon dalam list top10 tapi rasenye wani lagi deserve. tgk die.. speaking cam air. leadership. she knows almost everything. yeahh... beauty with brain. tapi.. tu laa. name pon rezeki kan. dan betol jugak topic yg die post tak lame dlu. ade yg down to 3.7 pon dah boleh pegi amek entrance test europe. klo ade rezeki dorg dpt. dan rasenye dia ade hak nak pertikaikan tentang tu. she struggled so hard utk sampai tahap tu, with such extraordinary ability but at the end of the day org lain yg tak payah nak dicomparekan dgn die pon dapat. tapi tak boleh nak cakap ape gak. rezeki. Tuhan nak bagi. tak boleh halang.


berbalik pd cerite asal. search kat google. tgk prague. cantik!! charles university, medical faculty in hradec kralove. klo tader aral melintang insyaallah sampai jugak september ni. jgn jadi kes mcm ade budak jpa aritu. dh admitted satu u kat uk, then pinjaman 800k tak lulus. so.. pegi indon. bukan nak perkecilkan india or indon. p mmg kpale dah set nak pijak europe. nak pegang snow. bau autumn. indahnye spring. cuci mate mase summer. ha-ha. kidding.. mampus abah korek ngan garpu jadi zetty tak selamat. sempat jugak siasat pasal u tu. takot tak recognized by govern je. p bile buke czech punye official website, kat education.. charles uni la yg 1st kuwa. org isep ckp ni antara uni medic terawal. faymes la kot. taper taper.. caye kat mara.. caye kat msu. hehe ;))

ni few photos yg disearch.. harap sangat dpt jejak kaki kat sane. with God's will.. insyaallah..


charles university. faculty of medicine in hradec kralove.


hradec kralove town.. ermmm city.. i'm looking forward to see all these by myself. ;))
the national museum.. in prague..
hehh.. muzium yg dekat secoet ni pon tak penah jejak. ;pp

and lastly charles bridge yg sangat faymes itu.. ;))


frankly speaking. i dont really.. errmm hw am i supposed to say this.. "obsess" dengan persoalan2 yg hanye menyesakkan kepale. "what'll happen in 20 years time?".. "when am i going to... bla..bla..bla..." as for me, i would pick the path that i think the best one and just go with the flow. ikot je. make decision when i'd asked to. and most important make the best out of it. jangan lupe.. berserah.. tawakal. ape pon nak jadi.. sumenye ketentuan Yang Maha Esa. yang pasti. perjalanan yg sebenar, yg sukar bermule september ni. bile dah jejak kaki kat tanah hradec kralove tu. may Allah bless~~



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