Salam 'alaik.
Mesti ramai yang dah tengok vlog matluthfi ni kan.
pastu baca pulak blog schoolmate dulu, yang bawa saya ke blog yg saya pun tak kenal tuan empunyanya.
tengok ayat last beliau..
"p/s: Aku tak pernah ucap hari bapa. Korang pernah? Tapi hari ibu, tiap-tiap tahun call walaupun dari jauh sejak 5 tahun yang lalu."
....saya terasa sendiri.
Frankly speaking, saya tak tau pun hari ni hari bapa. Yelah kan, tiap-tiap tahun tarikhnya bertukar, pastu ikut region lagi sambutannya tu. Bila TERbaca tweet, status ni fb... barulah nak tegedik-gedik google yeke hari ni hari bapa. My bad, dan untuk itu, i'm very sorry abah.
Teragak-agak nak tulis ni sebab tau once i start writing this, confirm lah banjir. huuuuu TT.TT
ketuk-ketuk jari atas meja. tak tahu nak tulis apa.
*insert bunyi cengkerik*
Dear my beloved abah,
First of all I'm truly sorry cause this kinda late, but still I wanna wish you Happy Father's Day. I always have lots of things to say when it comes to mama. But with you, there's still some things that i prefer to just keep it to myself.
Along tau. Kalau abah marah-marah. You must hv a concrete reason for that. Sebab abah sayang along.
Along tau. Kalau abah larang buat satu-satu benda tu. Mesti sebab it'll only do me harm. Sebab abah sayang along.
Along tau. Kalau abah berleter panjang-panjang sampai panas telinga. Tu pun mesti sebab abah nak bg along nampak pros and cons semua benda tu. Sebab abah sayang along.
Along tau, even abah tibai masa kecik-kecik dulu pun. Tu sebab abah nak bg pengajaran mcm mana orang lain rasa kalau along sakitkan adik-adik. Sebab abah sayang along.
Along tau jugak, kadang-kadang abah biar je along buat apa-apa sekalipun tanpa cakap apa-apa. Sebabnya abah nk instil rasa tanggungjawab, bg along belajar independent. Tu pun sebab abah sayang along.
I'm not good in expressing feelings. And I don't know how to put this into words.
Abah. You just don't know how much I love you. You've done so much for me. Dari sekecik-kecik dodoikan tidur dulu, sampailah dah besar panjang ni. You never say "no" utk benda-benda relevan yg kami adik-beradik mintak. Dan abah dah bagi the best as you could. Thank you. Thank you. And thank you.
Kalaulah ada 1000. No. Kalaulah ada 1000000 orang yang nak replace abah dengan kereta besar, rumah besar, duit berkepuk-kepuk pun. I'd still say NO. Cause you're my only abah. Maybe not the best abah in the world. But you're the greatest abah in MY universe.
Thank you for everything. You're the reason I'm here. And I'd give you anything in the world just to make you proud and happy.
I ♥ YOU, ABAH. HAPPY ABAH'S DAY.
