saya rindu kamu!

this entry is dedicated to all the gals, the crossroads.

just arrived frm nana's blog. checking some new entries, those photos especially that made me feel like writing again. hw i miss those big times with my besties, the suppagalfwens. tatau knape. tapi seriously. miss 'em damn much. i still remember zmn dolu2 when we used to laugh together cam kne rasuk, even sebab the ciputest thing pon. we did every single thing togeder-geder. mase recess, we hv to cop the whole meja for us. even ade insan yg cilok seat kite, kite bantai org punye lagi. when we used to walk from kfc, masok vincci eh?, then pegi watson, lintas sampai ke psi. standing at the sidewalk for like half an hour waiting for our parents to fetch us, sambil telan milo *laici laa kalau nana* when everybody got their own license, gilir2 utk fetch yg laen, tak lepak pizza dah. nak telan secret recipe, nak telan kopitiam, bistro. kan? fotogedik juge sumenye diedit baeeek punyaa...

ingat lagi when we were in form 3, it was april fool if i'm nt mistaken. u guys eh, sooooo jahat. mentang2 i was the one who responsibled for everything *penolonglah katekan :p* then konon ade pjk or sumthing. dgn baju kurung sekolah tu, i was lari like zubzab2 konon cikgu nak jumpe eh.. then korang gelak ramai2. kuang hasam betol. yg paling kelakar was when mcddy kot, telan air garam. huhhuuuu.. siyes lawak gile muke time tu. takleh blaah. sume nadia & the gang punye keje kan.

and when we were in form 4, mase practice for that so-called merentas desa yg ermm... tak berapa desa. we played cheat. shortcut masok dapur or maybe stor rumah sape ntah. there was a boy, shouting sumthing like "mak..mak.. ade org masok rumah". and we were running like more than kilat, mmg tak cukop tanah laa kot. cuz we saw makcik tu brought penyeapu lidi wid her kan? kan? we were among those students yg mmg jujur berlari *kononnye* dan maseh di hadapan *atlet2 dlm erti kata yg laen*, and we took soooo many photos, the gedik-gedikan of course, spent like an hour sitting at the beach, kambus2 kaki, huha-huha, gossip-gossip, mengushar-ushar. and at the end of the day, we were still the last group to arrive. then lepak2 lagi tggu parents datang amek. baring2 atas rumput. dgn aiskrim, keropok + extra sos, and not forgotten the beef burger. haha :D hari-hari camtu....

mase form 2 eh, yg bett + mcddy punye pakatan berikat dgn misi *kononnye* :mengurung zetty+dayla di luar. it was pouring heavily. sampai tempias. kami *zetty+dayla* telah dikurung di luar kelas. hehh.. ingat korang pandai sgt laa tu? nak maen sgt kan? well, it takes two to tango, sayang.. kami pon menyoroklah di bilik KH. sang pengkhianat berdua tersebut berasa cuak mungkin. lantas keluar mencari kami. entah mcm mane tergerak nak turun pulak mase tu. didapati musuh tiada dlm kawasan. there was sumone, wic i forgot who. yg baek hati bukakkan pintu, sekaligus join pakatan axis kami. haha :p sang pengkhianat berdua yg kembali telah dibiarkan di luar kelas sehingga masa tamat kerna tiada sesiapa pon yg mau membukakan pintu. hehehehe :))

another "tragedy" when we're in form 2 jugak kot. bett sgt suke mengacau dayla telah menyakatnye lagi. dayla yg telah bermimpi ttg inche S pd mlm tersebut *ntah ape2 ntah mengarut* , it was nuthing pon actly. bett yg mmg nakal tersebut telah membocorkan mulut dan tangannye dgn menulis di blackboard D.M.S *translate sniri* no offence dayla.. rekaan semata2 kan? in another "tragedy", dayla yg mane meter kesabaran sudah menipis mula hilang kawalan. beg hitam TL bett yg digantung subang sebelah je *zmn mencari identiti eh bett?*, since another 1 dah hilang direnggut kasar lalu dihempas ke lantai *scene terjadi di luar kelas, lebih spesifik di bulatan pokok tgh2, tepi ladies tu* lantas dipijak2. the rest yg menjadi audience tanpa bayaran cume ketawa terbahak2. reaksi bett.. tak disangke! terkedu. tergamam.

ingat tak lagi mase..... *to be continued...*

banyak sgt yg nak ditulis. p siyes tak sempat. got slide test the day after tomorrow. spot test td pon cam ntah hape2 je. ade rezeki pass, klo tak.. redha jelah. try lagi. to all the gals, i really miss u dear. rindu sgt nak jumpe korang. lepakking for hours. those gedik2 photos. makan2. ronggeng2. sungguh! rindu gile.. i've been super duper busy lately. so kalau korang buzz then tak cakap sgt tu.. sory sgt2. siyes. tader mase. test sentiase mengejar. do pray for me kayh?



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memang laa... memang pon!

24/7 memang rase tersangat gile tak cukop. ade-ade je keje nak kne settle. kalau esok ade test, mesti ah kne study. kalau tader test pon kne study jugak utk bende laen. bab nak melagha lagi. free je nengok drama. lapang je bukak fs, fb, ms. reply komen. upload photos. tak busy je download itu ini. dah tu caner.. kalau free2 tu cerah je mate malam2. boleh je nak berjage nengok bende2 yg ntah ape2 ntah. bab melagha on je. kalau nak study microtest, yg kadang2 tu ade je 2 lam sehari mulelah setan2 tak bergune ni bergayut kat mate ni. hasut2 soh tido, baring kejap pon jadi laa. then bile dah terlajak sampai pg, dgn tak abes study... Nah!! padan muke laa.

betol je orang cakap, nak study medic takkan tak susah. intelligence je tak cukop. kne ade hardwork. kne ade effort. kalau dulu, esok final malam ni baru tegedik-gedik bak bukak buku pon boley skor. malas2, tido mase lecture pon boley menten lagi. skang ni kalau tak study wiken, mamai2 mase lecture, malas2 mase praktikal, jawapnye 4 laa. fail. zero. nak ke? tamau kan.. dulu kalau ade yg bertande merah lam report card tu pandang serong. even jatuh B pon tarik muke mau seminggu. sini takat fail tu boley pandang sebelah mate je, buat2 tak nampak pon. boley sengih sumbing. boley sambung makan. boley je tido lena. sebab, dah biase. biase sangat. first time failed, nangis. frust. terkilan. sedey sangat2. skang dah tak rase ape2, seriously. yg ade hanye kesedaran. tiap kali nampak 4 tu, rase nak tambah usaha lagi. menyesal sbb tak cukop study. sunggoh!

nak mengadu? dekat sape? tu susah, ni payah. nak call ke Malaysia perabih kedit? nak heboh ke India? nak sebarkan ke Egypt? takkan hari2 nak ngadu kan senior. even housemates, kawan2 laen pon rase bende same. orang laen pon banyak masalah sniri. problem cenggini boley je settle sniri. ciput secoet je pon. yg bermasalah tu diri sniri. ngan makhluk *makhluk ke?* bernama M.A.L.A.S. kalau nak seribu daye. kalau dah tanak bagi laa sejuta alasan pon, memang takkan jadi.. kne motivate diri sniri laa. piker balek. muhasabah diri. impian sniri. harapan orang laen. ketentuan Dia.

wake up laa. takkan nak 4 lagi. hensem sangat ke 4 tu?? takkan nak pass 3 cukop2 makan je? 2 tu dah cukop ke? 1 tu susah gile2 ke? tak kan.. dekat rm 600k tu utk makan angin je ke? vaio tu utk entertainment je eh? 700 euro tiap2 bulan tu utk beli baju + tambah saiz adipocytes je ke? piker balek.. piker balek..

oke?


mode membebel sudah di-switch off.

dgn ingatan tulus ikhlas dari zetty yg cumil + baek.
yg agak mengong2 tapi masih hepi + bahgia.





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aku maukan ini.

credit : ali.syafiq.

kalau hanya untuk seketika?





go zetty go!!
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F.O.U.R !!

failed my 4th anatomy microtest. it's very frustrating. after struggling so hard, memorizing name of those muscles (plus the origin, insertion, functions and the innervations), having approximately 4 hours of sleep. (plus++, i wasnt feeling really well on the day before) but in the end of the day, i still got 4 for the microtest. in the other word, FAILED! it is achingly painful, looking at those friends who got 1. thinking bout those times spent to memorize every single word in that buku cenonet filled with conteng2. didnt even had my breakfast and only ate mnam mnam's bread with apple+cinnamon filling for lunch. this is soOoOOoo frustrating, sigh~ this wud be better if i just read the lecture notes and memorizing the answers for compiled microtest Qs given by the seniors. isnt it? hehh. i got 1 for the first 2 microtests, only by refering to the lecture notes! but this... ahhh. sigh~


tamau study. malas. penat.
malas. malas.
nanti-nanti laa. :(





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di sini. hradec kralove.

ramai yg bertanye. ke mane menghilang gadis penjaja bijan itu? update blog la weih. maka kini bermulalah coretan tentang kehidupan si penjaja bijan di bumi orang.

munge.. ;p

view from Palachova.

genap seminggu sehari (di saat ini ditulis), berpijak di tanah asing. rasa? absolutely nothing. seriously! so far, alhamdulillah. everything goes smoothly as we planned. susah-susah sikit tu, adatlaa. hidup sehari-hari, sangat best. study? rasa payah. sebab malas. kalau dulu satu bab dekat sminggu. boleh je 2 subtopics within a day. urghh.. tambah2 bg insan pemalas seperti si penjaja bijan.

kisah2 sedih kat klia tolak tepi. pijak je bumi frankfurt, rase lost. sejuk sangat. plus minus 10 degree pg tu. dgn sut sepasang yg tak berape tebal, terketar2 lutut turun flight dgn angkut hand luggage gedabak, bagpack serta beg plastik berisi grey's anatomy dan atlas histology yg berat dan menyusahkan tersebut. transit dekat 5 jam jugak. sayang nak tinggal MAS, dgn servis yg baek punya + makanan yg sgt laa heaven. smpai airport jalan2, jumpe jamban. hailoh.. hailoh.. tader air. bagi muslimah2 spt kami, maka terpaksa laa mengangkut botol air setiap kali menziarahi toilet. next flight naek Lufthansa. ala2 naek airasia je pon. paham2 laa caner. tp food + drink free laa. senior sambut kat prague. teros pegi hradec, dekat 2 jam gak laa. berpuase hampir 19 jam. memang rase nak tumbang. alhamdulillah, sampai jugak. ;D

lauk pauk MAS yg heaven.

transit kat Frankfurt.

first day, was a hectic day. nak uruskan itu ini. dan kpd pihak *tuuuuuut*, anda sgtlah tidak berguna. sanggup meninggalkan kami yg masih setahun jagung, mentah, dan masih merah lg bak kata org tua2 terkapai-kapai nak settlekan sume bende. ade ke patot??? (marah neh...) dgn insurans yg still unsettled till now. bank account yg kne buat sniri. bus pass. student card. senang cakap we HAVE to do everything single thing by ourselves laa. kredit utk senior2 yg being very helpful + supportive utk junior2 spt kami yg bagaikan layang2 putus tali, bak anak2 ayam yg kuning comel berbulu2 tu kehilangan ibunya yg dah arwah digoreng celup tepung. mnohokrat dekuji. ;p

ape lagi eh? owh. raye! raye awal sehari dari Malaysia. hehe ;p di saat makhluk2 di Malaysia sedang bersahur, kami di sini sudah bertakbir raya. ketika adinda2ku masih terbongkang di katil menahan lapar, kami sudah pon menikmati rendang ketupat di sini. sedey? tak pon. cume sedikit kuantiti air mata yg dialirkan di pg tersebut. bukan sbb tingat family (since kat rumah pon dah tak beraye mane kan), tapi sebab terharu. mcm mane satu komuniti yg minoriti (all muslims termasuk Malaysians serta pak2 Arab) menikmati kegembiraan yg sama, walaupun jauh dari tanah air sendiri. walaupun makanan ala kadar, tapi perasaan ketike tu, mmg sukar ditafsirkan. bersyukur dan berbangga, dilahirkan sebagai seorang muslimah.

1 Syawal di Hradec Kralove.

dan sabtu baru ni, semua rakyat Malaysia yg menetap di Czech Republic bersama2 menyerbu kediaman embassy kite iaitu Dato S di Prague. rumah baru, bak kate senior2. cantik. students dari Olomouc, Hradec Kralove dan Prague sniri sume turun padang menikmati kemeriahan sambutan aidilfiri tahun ni. makanan2 yg dihidangkan, tersangatlaa best. terubat rindu nak makan ayam masak merah. dgn nasik minyak lagi. lemang. rendang. biskut cornflakes. kuih makmur pon ade tak silap. sesi fotografi yg havoc.

embassy in Prague.

mahligai Dato S yg indah nian.

alumni2 (laa sgt) MSU

.kami.famili.

hugs + kisses utk insan2 kesayangan di tanah air. :)

then sempat jalan2 di kota prague. tengok jam yg aneh tu. cathedral yg besar mak aii. makan italian ice cream di petang yg windy tu. heaven! sempat masuk swarovski punye butik. gatal je tangan nak beli. tapi consider duit yg seciput tu, tangguh dulu laa. 6 taon cik kak, banyak mase lagi.

kota Prague.

banyak lg nk membebel ni. malangnye tader mase sgt2 yg nk dicelah. penat. dan letih. to be continued......




p/s: kpd rakan2 yg memflykan diri hari ni. slamat maju jaya. take care sume.






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i'm leaving..
2350 hrs tonite..
sigh~

kad raye dah distribute.. kire hadiah terakhir laa kayh, ppl?
sorry sgt2 guys, for not replying ur msgs.. or returning those phone calls.
i've been very very very busy.
do pray for me.

-i'm off..




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